You see this right here? This is the beginning of a great post.
I've been trying to be much more open about my battle with mental health.
Today my post was supposed to be about how I don't want to be in college and how I'm just here because society says so and blazé blah, but God.
I published the post and not even 5 minutes later took it down.
Why? Because for once, I feel good.
I feel different.
I get out of bed a little differently, my thoughts are different, my interactions with people are different. I'm different.
I can't even really explain it, but this semester is going to be different.
I can almost feel God standing over my head sprinkling hope and drive into my body again.
I've been praying a lot lately and I can tell God has been answering all of my prayers.
Great things are coming...and I can't wait.